...Memories...Thoughts...Feelings...Hopes...

Random Pictures

2009-07-27T22:02:00.008+08:00

Some pictures taken using my W595 while waiting:

辛德瑞拉

2009-07-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

My favourite song from Penny.

甲你攬牢牢

2009-07-20T13:09:00.003+08:00

Nice hokkien song.

SD OO Raiser

2009-07-11T16:32:00.004+08:00

Some pictures of OO Raiser taken using my W595.

OO Gundam

O Raiser

Rear view of OO Raiser.

Side view

Front view

分生

2009-07-03T16:10:00.004+08:00

New song from 張惠妹, 分生 in 阿密特 album. Somehow feel this song is so close to me, just like my other self.

一个我像不会累一直往前
一个我动弹不得伤心欲绝
我不确定几个我住在心里面
偶尔像敌人偶尔像姐妹

一个我在网路上朋友一堆
一个我在房间里独自面对
灰色的音乐塞满黑夜 High的像麻醉
好让翻搅的胃安静一点忘了全世界

分裂前的热泪分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲情绪埋藏成了地雷等待爆裂

一个我相信用心会被感觉
一个我大喊真心会被欺骗
开始的热烈不停奉献后来剩决裂
谎言吞噬了心带来刺痛撕裂的蜕变

分裂前的热泪分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲情绪埋藏成了地雷等待爆裂

分裂前的热泪分裂后的冷眼
越爱谁越防备像只脆弱的刺猬
分裂中的心碎分裂后的假面
不快乐不伤悲情绪埋藏成了地雷等待爆裂

一二三一起转身

2009-07-03T02:20:00.001+08:00

我们不能再像从前一样
牵着手一起看星星
一起去游乐园
有时候我会想念

童话不再是我们的世界
白马王子不会是我美人鱼不是你
已经失去了永远

一二三我们要一起转身
别再为了我们而流泪
擦干脸上的眼泪
别再想念昨天的你和我

一二三我们不要再难过
把今天的悲伤都忘掉
会有更好的明天
再次转身还能做好朋友
还会是好朋友

你还在

2009-07-03T01:59:00.003+08:00

簿子里的照片
盒子里的项链
是你来过的证明

杯子上的唇印
梳子上的长发
是你留下的痕迹

你已走很远
我还在原点
努力试着忘记你
可是你依然还在

你还在你还在一直都在
你的拥抱你的微笑从未离开

你还在你还在你一直都在
永远相信你不曾离开

愛是唯一

2009-07-02T09:33:00.006+08:00

Another nice song from Kris 沈建宏 duet with 許安安.

" 我15歲。"
" 我27歲。"
" 我們可以相愛嗎？"

想要有你在身邊習慣沒你的昨天
獨自關房間再以淚洗臉
不覺我比你還會照顧所謂的自己
得不到祝福安慰的世界

你說你喜歡雨天的夜靠著窗欣賞著霧水
靜靜聼著曾經我說的諾言
雖然深愛會迷失一切模糊既有的錯與對
在一起對我來說只是一種罪

請你讓我再説一遍我愛你
不怕年齡距離
請你相信我們的愛會堅定
只依賴愛是唯一

想要有你在身邊習慣沒你的昨天
獨自關房間再以淚洗臉
不覺我比你還會照顧所謂的自己
得不到祝福安慰的世界

心情盪到谷底陪著你一晚
也不覺辛苦始終如一
別走開 tell me why,
Tonight, That the night 別離開
now 現在我已學乖
我知道你覺得我現在真的很壞
沒有未來更沒有所謂的期待
看著你傷心泛淚的決定離開
看著愛不存在 oh tell me why

雖然深愛會迷失一切模糊既有的錯與對
在一起對我來說只是一種罪

請你然我再説一遍我愛你
不怕年齡距離
請你相信我們的愛會堅定
只依賴愛是唯一

想要有你在身邊習慣沒你的昨天
獨自關房間再以淚洗臉
不覺我比你還會照顧所謂的自己
得不到祝福安慰的世界

夜裡還是沉靜在牆角哭泣
月光下的寧靜望著你不相信夜風吹散了我們的背影
愛上就不放棄想把你存在我心底
這一刻沉住氣呆呆的盯著你決定這輩子都要跟你在一起

想要有你在身邊習慣沒你的昨天
Hey Babe 我會把你捧在手裡每一天
獨自關房間再以淚洗臉
不管風吹雨打我任勞任怒發誓不再讓你傷心痛散心扉
不覺我比你還會照顧所謂的自己
我知道你不會但還是告訴自己努力成長為你的絕對
得不到祝福安慰的世界
無論是否得到祝福和安慰我都會愛你勝過任何一切

半成年告白

2009-07-02T09:17:00.004+08:00

Nice song by Kris 沈建宏.

受困的是身体自由的是意志偷偷想你
你家有一点远我家又太明显约在那里

每个人心里都有个小孩
想被抱抱想被宠坏
想挣脱皮鞋想裸露脚踝
哭就哭个痛快

到底长得多大才是真的长大
完全自主不被束缚不再被人安排

那么趁现在就让我明白
课本就应该教恋爱
最重要的最实用的偏偏没有交待

好想谈恋爱半成年是不是障碍
要的还不来不要的却走不开
耳机分给你手机买给你我最好的全给你
心分组给你爱独卖给你最优的我都给你

受困的是身体自由的是意志偷偷想你
你家有一点远我家又太明显约在那里

每个人心里都有个小孩
想被抱抱想被宠坏
想挣脱皮鞋想裸露脚踝
哭就哭个痛快

有时候不想长大却讨厌童话我知道世界比想像的复杂
不是喝喝茶吃吃PIZZA 但我和你总会有办法

那么趁现在就让我明白爱我就让我懂得爱
最重要的最实用的我会认真对待

好想谈恋爱半成年是不是障碍
要的还不来不要的却走不开
耳机分给你手机买给你我最好的全给你
心分组给你爱独卖给你最优的我都给你

LaLaLa LaLaLaLaLa
LaLaLa LaLaLaLaLa
LaLaLa LaLaLaLaLa
LaLaLa LaLaLaLaLa

好想谈恋爱半成年是不是障碍
要的还不来不要的却走不开
耳机分给你手机买给你我最好的全给你
心分组给你爱独卖给你最优的我都给你

忘记不了我了吧！
我叫做 '沈建宏'
现在唱的还是我
大声叫沈建宏
什么？大声点听不见
请叫我沈建宏
一半生加一半熟
没关系'就是我'

My Saturday

2009-06-27T19:28:00.002+08:00

It's Saturday again. Wake up at 12 noon, having lunch, listening to songs, watching movie and taking a nap. These were what I have been doing in these 7.5 hours. Feel not happy over the things I have done until now. No satisfaction and sense of achievement. There should be some meaningful things that I want to do, but I don't know what is it. Afraid of getting old without doing anything.

Still In "Down" Period

2009-05-17T20:04:00.003+08:00

Still haven't recover from "Down" period although it have been more than half a year. Have no idea when and how it get started. Having negative thoughts most of the time. Feeling lost. All the things that supposed to be done were not done. Can't get myself motivated to do anything. How long I have to be in this state? How am I able to get myself out of this? How come I feel no more fun in this world? Feel like there's nothing that can make me interested and excited anymore. There's nothing remain other than the empty shell of a shape of human, a breathing empty shell. Sometimes, I really afraid to wake up from sleep. When I'm awake, all those negative thoughts come haunting me again.

Going to have my final exam for this semester on 19th and 20th May. But I'm still wavering around. I have no idea about what I have done all these time. Supposedly, I should be studying by now. But somehow I'm here writing nonsenses in my blog, which I had neglected for a long period. Really hope somehow I'm able to get myself motivated to study.

Eternal Pose By Asia Engineer

2009-04-02T15:19:00.006+08:00

This song is very meaningful. Attached below are the translation of the song.

The pieces of a half-grasped dream are unchanging things
Us who are chasing after our aspirations float in the sky
Even during times when we were exhausted, it's something unchanging
Will we always be able to hold the compass to search for them, I wonder?

A tiny memory, I quietly opened my notebook
A notebook that bound up old past actions
Even now it's a precious treasure that's in the very back of my drawer
As the plots of the dreams that come to me when I fall asleep
Change little by little, I realize that I'm growing up
How to make my dream come true
I'm blue because there's no way to know that
Hard times unfold, and the tears come, but I still have my dreaming heart
Pieces of a dream scattered like stardust
Their light has already disappeared now
But somewhere deep within all of our hearts, it's still, and always will be a precious treasure

An empty childhood dream, following the unforgettable thread of a memory
So that the flame that still burns in my heart won't go out
Entrusting my thoughts to the familiar clear sky, together with my friends
Across the changing times for eternity, for eternity...

I wonder if I can say that it's fate?
We all met each other because we had the same thing
We talked through the night, laughed, played; We found the first star on that night
Those kind of memories are bound up in a new notebook
With the way and direction to get the next page
Now we've hoisted a sail, and finally have taken off together down the route, go!
We went through so many seasons together
We'd been chasing the same dream for a long time
When we turned around, it was lying right behind us
We've changed that past a little bit
Now we're just letting the wind take us, and going wherever our thoughts take us
You understand "I'll never give up" without me having to say it
So let my voice reach you!

An empty childhood dream, following the unforgettable thread of a memory
So that the flame that still burns in my heart won't go out
Entrusting my thoughts to the familiar clear sky, together with my friends
Across the changing times for eternity, for eternity...

They say that it's not cool to have dreams nowadays
Time passes so quickly, that there's no time to look back
But I'm sure of the thoughts that I imagined back then, something that makes my heart dance
I don't care what anyone says, we're going to pass through this road
The cue is always something small, so what is it that's different? My heartbeat
The things that have changed are the circumstances and the sound of the wind
Something unchanging will always be there...
Someday I'll arrive at the end of my dream, I want to grow up like this as much as I can
In this endless sky that I look up to, for eternity, for eternity...

The pieces of a half-grasped dream are unchanging things
Us who are chasing after our aspirations float in the sky
Even during times when we were exhausted, it's something unchanging
Will we always be able to hold the compass to search for them, I wonder?

I want to smile forever...

9th Jan 2009

2009-01-09T10:57:00.001+08:00

Finally, final exams are over for me. For some of the students, probably their last paper will be on 11th Jan. Somehow, this time I didn’t feel excited about the 3 weeks holiday. For the previous holidays, I would always imagine what to do during the holiday and feel excited about it before the holiday is around the corner. But I don’t feel that way this time. Probably this is because of all the unhappy stuffs happened on me and also the people around me.

One of the unhappy stuffs is related to E107B. All the housemates except Nath are going to move. I’m also the one of them. At first, I never thought of this to happen. One of the reasons is that the owner of the house is going to increase the rental from RM1500 to RM1800. The moment the housemates decided to move out, somehow I feel unhappy. I never thought that the moment we stay together will end so soon. Even though, we have been staying together for almost a year, I feel that we have just staying together for a couple of months. Today, I will be finishing up the packing all my stuff. The next time I come to E107B will be just taking all my stuff after my new accommodation is confirmed. Nath faced quite a serious problem. 7 of his future housemates pulled out from E107B at the last minute, the moment the agreement is almost to be signed.(Hope Nath will solve this problem ASAP.)

I have been wondering. All those unhappy stuffs, are they related to my problematic personality? I have caused the people around me to worry about me. Here, I would like to thank them for concerning about me and sorry for worrying about me. At the last, I was the one who make others worry. Will it be fine for me to stay with my new housemate? I’m just afraid I might bring more problems to them. Sad Christmas, sad Awal Murharram and sad New Year. Soon it will be Chinese New Year and my 22nd birthday, will it will be still a sad one? Hope all those unhappy stuffs will be gone in a short time.

Being Tagged??

2008-12-15T21:23:00.006+08:00

Why am I being tagged leh? I wonder why.
Haiz... Never mind la. I'm going to write it now.
Actually, before being tagged, I was hoping that no one will tag me.
But who knows, one after another. First, Zhou Zhou then followed by Loong Loong. (Hey, I'm not blaming both of you ar. Haha.)
So let's get started now.

According to the rules, after being tagged, you have to do this all thing:

List this rules on your blog
Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog.
Tell 7 unspectacular quirks on yours.
Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their name as well as links to their blog.
Link the person who tagged u.
Leave a comment for each blogger.

7 FACTS about アラン様

Born on 2nd February 1987.
My full name is Alan Chen Meng Keong.(But, people who doesn't know me called me by Alan Chen Meng, makes me feel so weird.)
アラン is my Japanese name.
Eldest among the ATM.
Gaming all the time.
Love animals. But my mum doesn't allow me to rear a dog.(Only allow to rear tortoise.)
The country I want to visit the most is Japan

7 UNSPECTACULAR QUIRKS

A cry baby when I'm still very very small. Cry all the time. My mum says that she really "beh tahan" me.
Prefer to bite my nails instead of cutting them off using nail cutter.
Always give comment to the dishes cooked by my mum.
Prefer to stay long inside bathroom when taking bath.
Always delay my work.
Last minute guy.(Even when studying for final exams.)
Zero social skill.

7 PEOPLE TAGGED BY アラン様

Huh... Finally done. Hehe.

The Nameless Monster

2008-11-29T20:53:00.006+08:00

Once upon a time, there lived a nameless monster.
The monster was dying to have a name so badly.
So the monster decided to set out on a journey to find itself a name.
But the world was such a large place.
So the monster split into two and went on to two seperate journeys.
One went to the East and the other went to the west.

The monster that went to the east found a village.
There was a blacksmith at the village entrance.
"Mr.Blacksmith, please give me your name" said the monster.
"I can't give you my name" replied the blacksmith.
"If you give me your name I will jump inside you and make you stronger in return." said the monster.
"Really? I'll give you my name if you can make me stronger.", the blacksmith told the monster.
The monster jumped inside the blacksmith.
The monster became Otto the blacksmith.
Otto the blacksmith was the strongest man in the village.
But one day he said:"Look at me! Look at me!"
"The monster inside of me has grown this big!"
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
The hungry monster ate Otto from the inside out.

The monster then went back to become a monster without a name.
Even though he jumped inside Hans the shoemaker....
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
He went back to being a monster without a name again.
Even though he jumped inside Thomas the hunter.....
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*
He still went back to being a monster without a name.

The monster then went to a castle to find a wonderful name.
Inside the castle, there was a very sick boy.
"I'll make you stronger if you give me your name" said the monster.
In reply, the boy told him "I'll give you my name if you can cure my illness and make me stronger. "
So the monster jumped inside the boy.
The boy became very healthy.

The King was delighted.
"The prince is well! The prince is well!" said the King.
The monster became fond of the boy's name.
He also grew fond of his life inside the castle.
That's why he endured even when he became hungry.
Every day, even when his stomach became very empty, he endured.
But then he became so hungry....
"Look at me! Look at me!" said the boy.
"The monster inside of me has grown this big!"
The boy then ate his father, servants, and everyone.
*Chomp, chomp, munch, munch, gobble, gobble, gulp*

Because everyone was gone....
The boy left on a journey.
He walked and walked for days.....
One day the boy met the monster that went west.
"I have a name" said the boy.
"It's a wonderful name."
And then the monster that went west said...
"I don't need a name."
"I'm happy even if I don't have a name."
"Because we're monsters without names."
The boy ate the monster that went west.
Even though he now had a name....
There was no one left to call him by his name.
Johan.
It is a wonderful name.

A story taken from the anime, Monster.(My favourite story from the anime.)

Song

2008-11-19T14:04:00.002+08:00

A song is the same as human being,or should I say living being. It need both rhythm and lyric for it to be a song. Both of them are very important. Rhythm resembles the soul of the song while the lyric resembles the body of the song. Can you imagine a song without rhythm or a song without lyric?

A song without lyric will be like a wandering soul. It don't have any solid form. Maybe someday it will just disappear to the thin air. The feeling the composer want to share cannot be conveyed efficiently.

A song without rhythm will be like a robot. It don't have its own thought and expression. Everything is programmed for the beginning. The message the writer want to deliver cannot be sent efficiently.

Both lyric and rhythm should compatible to each other. The mood and the feeling should probably be the same. You can't just put a feminine soul in a guy body or a masculine soul in a girl. It will turn out to be weird.

That's all of what I think of "song". All these are just barely my own thoughts.

ATM

2008-11-19T02:03:00.002+08:00

ATM...
The first thing that comes to your mind...
Is it the automated teller machine(ATM) which you can do transactions related to money such as withdrawing money from your saving? I believe most people will think of that in the very first thought.

Well...
I would like to tell you all that my family have our very own ATM also. Do you all believe that? This ATM is quite special that you can't find it anywhere else as the normal ATM do. And this ATM has different elaboration from the normal ATM(automated teller machine). The ATM of my family stands for Alan Tony Mickson.

Yes...
Alan Tony Mickson...
The English names given to me and my brothers by our parents.
The eldest son, Alan(me) followed by his younger brother(Tony) and then the youngest brother(Mickson). I'm not sure whether people who know family well do aware of this or not. Haha. I think the answer most probably will be "NO". I just thought of this not long ago. There's nothing special about it. Just want to let you all know about it.

I wonder what's in my parents' mind when they try hard to get us an English name. I'm sure that they never thought of using ATM to get ideas for the name of their sons. Haha. I think this would be another coincidence in my life. Haha.

So the next time you all withdraw money from ATM, please do remember the three of us. Haha.

Walking Forward

2008-11-11T23:03:00.002+08:00

Walking forward......
It have been 5 years and I feel like I'm still standing at the same spot, never been moving even a single step. Watching everyone that I know and near to me walking forward, I feel happy for them as they are able to move forward and able to keep on evolving themselves to become a better person. But somehow I feel lonely and insecure. Everyone pass by and move forward. All I can do is just standing there and watch their back. Back then,I told myself that someday I'll be able to walk side by side with them.

Am I able to start to walk again? Will the day come? Is it because I never tried hard or I'm not even trying? What I can do is that keep on asking myself the questions over and over. But I never try to seek for those answers. I'm really happy from them, as they are able to move on from their yesterday. Maybe they had gone through many hardships that I didn't know for them to achieve what they have today.

It's better for someone else to be born to this world instead of me, as what I do is just waste and rot away the life given to me, and draging everyone down. I'm so useless and weak. I feel lucky to have known all of them, but it's their bad luck to have known me.

"I'm back" & "I'm gone"

2008-10-15T00:05:00.005+08:00

Wahh... It's more than a month since the last post. Haha. Didn't update the blog for such a long time without noticing it. Hehe. What keep me from updating this blog? Study hard for final exam which started from 6th Oct until 13th Oct? Well... that wasn't what I did. All I did were gaming, watching anime and other stuffs that were not related to studies. Just barely study for final exam at the last minute.(Hope I won't get very very bad results.)

I think that there will be no other post after this for a moment as I'm having my holiday from 20th Oct to 9th Nov. During the time, I might be gaming again. Play PS2 for the whole time or online game, Nostale. Haha. For PS2, I have thought to play the games that I haven't completed. The games that are in my mind now are Mana Khemia, Atelier Iris 3, P3 FES and... . I'm going to try out the new Dynasty Warrior also. Well, till then.
さようなら。

MMU Cyber funny punya story( just for fun~~~~)

2008-09-13T20:12:00.005+08:00

An email I recieved from my friend talking about MMU Cyberjaya. The content is as below:

MMU Cyber funny punya story( just for fun~~~~)

FOM buiding is big and dusty
Nice to see from the outside but cacat from the inside
The floor will be very watery after raining
You can learn how to drift with your kaki

FIT building has one mini grand hall
Transparent glass + good air con service
A lot of girls learn Yoga di sini
A lot of guys will pass by accidently

FOE buiding is a good place to keep fit
Air con service can help you to be more skinny
Fatties can keep fit for free
Skinny people like me will become mummy

FCM building is a good place to play hide and seek
the cafe tauke is so greedy
one chicken + vege + rice must be 4ringgit
also have to see him happy or not happy

Cafeteria beside the library has a lot of food that you can eat
you can't find any place has more flies compare with sini
chef here try hard to cook the food to be more tasty
but the flies oso try hard to 'pang sai' n pee

Swimming pool here is still new and pretty
but you have 2 pay Rm1 per entry
boys and girls cannot kongsi
all the guys are not happy
only the jaga laugh like crazy

MMU Cyber has a lot of trees
is an ideal place to live for uncle n aunty
every morning got people to play taichi
every nite oso got people to go for jogging
sometimes you can hear people shouting
thier mind stuck or because they cannot pee?
i only know i can't get a good sleep because of these monkeys

If you live in hostel you better pray harder
can you live without water and electricity?
sometimes your door can't open and you have to find axe to 'hantam' kasi jadi
hostel admin always say they will settle until the mosquito also sleeping

If you live in Cyberia then you are lucky
you will be healthier because you walk like crazy
the road to there is so gelap and scarry at night
a romantic place for couples and robbers.

No doubt MMU got leng lui
but those International student easily can let you 'si'
mangali also looks like Bollywood celebrity
Malaysian guys how to find girl friend di sini?

MMU also got leng chai
but leng chai here are Otaku
they like thier online games / anime more than anything
they dunno who is Jessica Alba but Nana or Dota is their honey

Drivers here are well manners and friendly
they are lovely darling that should be awarded a kiss
they will wait for you to cross the zebra line patiently
unlike drivers in KL all so 'kia shu' and 'kia si'.

MMU is a good place to study
juz that the academic fees are scarry
you have to call PTPTN as your daddy
and JPA or Yayasan can be your mummy.

Lecturers here are good and pretty
especially the Hanae Nakamura who teach Japanese language
too bad she is married and got people saw her walking with her little cutie son happily.
a lot of guy's heart break because of this.

I swear everything from the above is truth and no cheating
please don't sue me because i 'kia si'
MMU Boleh & Malaysia Boleh!

7 months old

2008-09-08T14:51:00.004+08:00

Time passed so fast. In a blink of eye, this new-born family is already 7 months old. In these pass 7 months, quite many things happened, good and bad stuffs. Although it's only 7 months, I feel like I have been in this family for years. This family means a lot and special to me. Different people from different places, family backgrounds, etc. formed this family while continue their objective of life(maybe will be graduating from MMU for now).

Each of the members has their own personalities and specialities. I feel lucky to be one of the members of this family. There are always laugh in this family. I'm happy that I'm able to meet and get to know each of the members as I learned a lot of things from them.

I hope that this family will continue forever(which is not possible). If the day for us to say goodbye to each other comes, I hope that each of us can remember the memories that we had together for the rest of our life and keep in touch.

Adults = Mature?

2008-08-30T00:56:00.005+08:00

I have a question for all here. Human tend to get mature through the growing process, but why it seems that the more mature(or should I use the word 'age') they are, the longer they hold their grudge on, and they tend to remember all the bad things about the person they hate and what they have done to them. Sometimes the grudge is carried over from one generation to the next(just like what happen in some of the TVB dramas).

But, look at the children, they get along again in a short time after they fight or quarrel. No matter how serious the problem is, they tend to be friend to each other again. The time needed to get along again becomes longer as we get older.

So, why is there such difference exist? Is it the difference in the problem that they face? Is it adults are more mature and children are more innocent? Is it because the adults know more about the reality? Is it because adults feel less secured?

It is so rare to hear that children fight each other until serious injuries. But what about adults? Hurting each other with things that are able to hurt. From sharp weapons up to military weapons. Fighting with each other just to satisfy their own desire(territory, fame, wealth, etc), causing problems to all in the end. Adults can be consider to be more educated(religion teaching, knowledge, moral and ethics) than children, so why all these happens? Corruptions, crimes, wars and more. Why is that the history keep on repeating the same thing over and over again? Don't they feel bored with the same thing that repeat for thousand years?

In this case, should we use the word 'childish' on adults and 'mature' on children?

Coincidence or Fate??

2008-08-28T20:30:00.006+08:00

Here I would like to talk about the things that happened between me and my best friend, Stephen. There are quite many coincidence happened between us. The coincidences began since the first day of me entering MMU Malacca(February 2006). That time we were having Foundation course for one year(3 trimester) before we can proceed to our desired Degree course. The first coincidence was that we were assigned to the same orientation group. (My memories about the Orientation Week wasn't that clear.) Then I get to know that we lived in the same place, Emerald Park(sort of apartment for rent to MMU students), the same building and same block. I lived a floor higher than Stephen. One more coincidence is that both of us stayed in the first room of our respective unit(the room nearest to the main door of the unit). Both of us are IT students and there are some slight connection between our desired Degree course. (Mine is Software Engineering & Game Design while Stephen's is Software & Animation). Both of the courses are only available in MMU Cyberjaya.

The first class started the next day the Orientation Week ended. I attended my first class(Mathematics subject if not wrong). Someday during the first week, I get to know that we were in the same group section, PT40, which means we will meet each other until the end of the Foundation course. The first week ended. I bought bus ticket to go back to my hometown, Ayer Tawar(Perak). I reached Malacca Sentral. While waiting for the bus, i saw Stephen. He was also waiting for bus to go back to Ipoh(Perak). The bus we took is not the same but both of them departed at the same time, 9p.m.

The first trimester ends soon, we planned to move to the other block to stay with our friend(big brother), Siong. Our application approved. Second trimester, we stayed in our new room. Only two of us, although the room was supposed to be shared by three person. Third trimester, the room still shared by both of us. During the third trimester, we need to decide what Degree course to take as this trimester is the last trimester of the Foundation course. Most of our friends choose the course that they like since the beginning of the Foundation course. Me and Stephen also the same. Knowing that both of us would go to MMU Cyberjaya for our Degree course, we applied for hostel together. First trimester of Degree course, both of us managed to get place in the hostel, in the same room.

This is all that I'm able to remember for now. So, are these all just coincidences? Or fate? Or did I think too much? Anyway, what I'm clear about is that I will not meet Stephen if I didn't insist on going to MMU to study in the first place.

The Stupid Thing I Did Today

2008-08-27T12:07:00.002+08:00

Eating mixed rice (pack from MMU hostel) as my lunch today while listening to Individual System by Tetra Fang. Maybe get too carried away by the song, so I start to juggle my pillow while chewing food in my mouth. Juggled, juggled and juggled. Juggled to hard, ending up landing my pillow on my mixed rice. The mixed rice bounced all over the place; my table, floor and also my bed. Even on my laptop. Luckily, I almost finished the mixed rice, if not, it will be a waste. Then I did all the cleaning stuff. T_T

February 2 Birthday Astrology

2008-08-26T16:05:00.002+08:00

Aquarius born on February 2 have a modern outlook on life. They seem ageless, and their physical attractiveness testifies to their need to present themselves favorably. They are sticklers for honesty. They need to display their unconventional personality and embrace controversial issues.

Aquarius Information for February 2
You should embrace: Good choices, lost causes, quietude
You should avoid: Subjugation of goals, bad habits, loose talk

Friends and Lovers
Building close friendships isn't easy for people born on February 2. They inevitably need to hold something of themselves back. Love can be problematic for them. No matter how deeply in love, they will always put their concerns first. This is not selfishness but an instinct for emotional survival.

Children and Family
February 2 people often bring emotional baggage from childhood into adult life. It's possible that an unsatisfactory relationship with a parent or sibling affected their upbringing. They may have to face unresolved issues before becoming parents. If this is not possible, they may choose to remain childless.

Health
February 2 individuals have a strong, healthy constitution but may take foolish risks with their health and safety. Allergies can be a problem for them. Though they should not avoid conventional cures, they should seek holistic treatments. Acupuncture can be helpful.

Career and Finances
People born on February 2 look for careers that let them make their own hours. They don't like to be accountable to anyone. They would rather take a job that gives them freedom and little money. Despite their seeming indifference to money, they have talent for managing financial affairs.

Dreams and Goals
Liberty and self-determination are the chief life-goals of February 2 people. They don't care what they have to do or what they have to give up, as long as it provides autonomy. They do not see achievement as a linear path. They amass life experiences to help them in their quest to reach their full potential -- as they see it.

一二三一起转身

2008-08-21T01:23:00.012+08:00

曲: 雷贤强
詞: 陈敏强

我们不能像从前一样
牵着手一起看星星
一起去游乐园
有时我会想念
童话
不再是我们的世界

白马王子不会是我
美人鱼也不会是你
完美幸福的结局
不属于我们
就这样失去了永远

一二三
我们要一起转身
别再为了我们而流泪
擦干脸上的眼泪
别再想念
昨天的你和我

一二三
我们不要再难过
把今天的悲伤都忘掉
会有更好的明天
一起再次转身
还能做好朋友
还会是朋友

This lyric is written in 2005 if not wrong. Found this lyric when I tidy up my room. (Hope I'm able to write more lyrics in the future.)

The thing that I regret the most

2008-08-17T12:48:00.004+08:00

When I 'm 9 or 10 years old, my mother gave me the choice to choose either to learn piano or drawing. That time, I thought that piano is a very girly stuff. So i choose to learn drawing. But in the end, I didn't get anything from drawing also. Now I really really regret about the decision I made 10 years ago. Thinking of playing the song I like with piano makes me feel regret. Regret regret. T_T

Every little decision do affect our life. We might meet with different person, experience, etc. depend on the decision we made.

What Alan Chen Meng Keong Means

2008-08-09T16:49:00.001+08:00

What Alan Chen Meng Keong Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Un-Forget-Table Trip

2008-08-09T15:57:00.004+08:00

This is about the trip that I went to Malacca to meet up with my MMU Foundation friends. The "visitors" mentioned in the post below are Stephen and me. ^^

http://teddyooi.blogspot.com/2008/07/un-forget-table-trip.html

Ayertawarian Seduction Contest 2008

2008-07-30T01:55:00.002+08:00

Currently Ayertawarian is having the Ayertawarian Seduction Contest 2008. So I hope that anyone who manage to get to my blog will take a look at the event. Please do not hesitate to vote. Your honourable vote do mean a lot to the contestant. Thanks. Below is the link:

http://dsloong.blogspot.com/2008/07/ayertawarian-seduction-contest-2008.html

MMU Event Committee

2008-07-30T01:25:00.004+08:00

This is my first time joining a grand event in MMU Cyberjaya, the Pesta Convo, which is held from 7th to 17th August. I'm the committee of the Technical Division and also the Sudoku Challenge subevent. On the night of 28th July, Stephen and me went to meet up with Eu-Jin in the Technical Division meeting after our replacement class for Probability subject(8pm-10pm). Then we're given the job to hang up the banner of the event. It's around 11-12am when we finished the job. (This is the first time I stayed in the campus until so late.)

On 29th July(12pm-2pm), I have to go to the Pesta Convo booth to pass fliers to the passing by students and (kind of) promote the events held during the Pesta Convo . These are new experiences for me. Coz I didn't joined any event such as this before.

My Weekend

2008-07-28T00:36:00.003+08:00

Saturday 26th July
Erm...OK. I will start my grandmother story from the time I woke up. I woke up around 10am in the morning. Get myself bath. Then sit in front of my laptop. Time passes and it's almost 1pm. Housemates that didn't went back to hometown plan to go for shopping at Alamanda, a shopping complex located in Putrajaya. We(Evelyn, Bean Bean, Stephen and me) then get ourselves readied. (Too bad that Mei Teng didn't join us. She's busy preparing for her midterm exam.) It takes us around 15-25 minutes to get to Alamanda. (Forgot to mention that Stephen drove us there.) The first thing we did there was having our lunch at McDonald. Me and Stephen ordered the Gold Medal Meal. (free Olympic themed glass) Forgot what Bean Bean and Evelyn had ordered. =.='' After that, we went to shop inside Carrefour. We bought household items, snacks and many more. Do you know how much we spend? RM269.55. Do you believe it? The resit is about 50cm long. After that, we da pao Fillet-O-Fish(lunch) for Mei Teng. We arrive home around 5-6pm. (Luckily, Mei Teng didn't pengsan cause of hunger.) Helped Bean Bean and Evelyn clean their toilet.(just want to 38) Then we went to eat at Sri Kembangan around 7-8pm. Get home before 9pm. Then face my laptop until 5am in the morning.

27th July
Woke up at 2pm. Get myself bath. Then sit in front of my laptop until 4pm. Help Bean Bean to prepare for dinner. Something bad happened when Bean Bean fried the taufu, run out of gas. Have to wait until 8pm for the gas delivery. So, me and Stephen have to take the gas tong to the shop and get a new one. Then bring the tong back to E107B. Bean Bean start to cook again, fried again the half-fried taufu. Finished prepare the dinner around 6pm. Enjoyed the dinner. That's the story of my 4th weekend staying in E107B without going back to Ayer Tawar.

E107B

2008-07-28T00:09:00.004+08:00

E107B...Hmm...What do you think of E107B? A secret code? New handphone model? The answer is the unit number of the house I'm staying currently. Haha. Here I would like to introduce the members of E107B.(sorry that there are no pictures for the moment) We moved in a couple of months ago, around February. E107B consists of 4 males and 5 females. The males are Stephen, Eu-jin, Nath and me. The females are Evelyn, Bean Bean, Jessie, Mei Teng and Wai Ling. E107B consist of one master room, two medium rooms and one single room. The master room is shared by Stephen, Eu-jin and me. Bean Bean, Mei Teng and Wai Ling shared one the medium room and the other medium room is shared by Jessie and Evelyn. So, who are Nath sharing his room with? Nobody. Why? Because he stay in the single room. Haha. OKla. That's all for the introduction. Will be posting more post about E107B in the future.

孤单北半球 Duet Version

2008-07-27T15:01:00.005+08:00

用你的早安陪我吃晚餐记得把想念存进扑满
我望着满天星在闪听牛郎对织女说要勇敢

不怕我们在地球的两端看我的问候骑着魔毯
飞用光速飞到我面前要你能看到十字星有北极星作伴

少了你的手臂当枕头你习不习惯你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸

少了我的怀抱当暖炉我还不习惯 e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管

别怕我们在地球的两端看你的问候骑着魔毯
飞用光速飞到你面前你让我看到北极星有十字星作伴

少了我的手臂当枕头我还不习惯你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转我会耐心的等等你有一天靠岸

少了你的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯 e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管

少了我的手臂当枕头你习不习惯 / 少了你的手臂当枕头我还不习惯
你的望远镜望不到我北半球的孤单
太平洋的潮水跟着地球来回旋转
我会耐心地等随时欢迎你靠岸 / 我会耐心的等等你有一天靠岸

少了我的怀抱当暖炉你习不习惯 / 少了你的怀抱当暖炉我还不习惯
e给你照片看不到我北半球的孤单
世界再大两颗真心就能互相取暖
想念不会偷懒我的梦通通给你保管

Duet version of 孤单北半球 that I think of.

学会了

2008-07-25T01:10:00.009+08:00

只剩下悲伤还有寂寞的前方
是我不想再继续往前的方向
你给的绝望化不成希望
黑暗之中找不到光芒

剩下我看着属于我们的海洋
我们的爱情终于是你的过往
地狱天堂找不到希望
我就这样失去了方向

我开始学会了释放
寂寞留在昨日的夕阳
忘一个人没有那么简单
你的微笑我不能遗忘

我终于学会了疗伤
悲伤丢往遥远的方向
练习着坚强学习会遗忘
等待恋爱再次出现狂爱一场

剩下我看着属于我们的海洋
我们的爱情终于是你的过往
地狱天堂找不到希望
我就这样失去了方向

我开始学会了释放
寂寞留在昨日的夕阳
忘一个人没有那么简单
你的微笑我不能遗忘

我终于学会了疗伤
悲伤丢往遥远的方向
练习着坚强学习会遗忘
等待恋爱再次出现狂爱一场

我开始学会了释放
寂寞留在昨日的夕阳
忘一个人没有那么简单
你的微笑我不能遗忘

我终于学会了疗伤
悲伤丢往遥远的方向
练习着坚强学习会遗忘
等待恋爱再次出现狂爱一场

This is the lyric that i wrote base on the rhythm of 翅膀 by Cyndi Wang(王心凌).

Memorable Night

2008-07-24T23:43:00.006+08:00

Tonight is very memorable for me. I attended a music appreciation event, which is held by MMU DJ Club. The main character of the event is Cheng Lee (李志清), a local musician who wrote quite many good songs for singers. For example: 他一定很爱你 for Ah Du (阿杜); 保佑我 for ZChen (张智成); 怎么办 for S.H.E. He even duet with Emil Zhou (周华健) in 我和她她和他. I bought his CD on the spot and had him signed for me. Haha.(so happy now) Here, i would like to thank my dear housemate, Jessie for inviting me to go for the event. If not because of her, I've missed this memorable event. ^^

Hi Hi

2008-07-24T23:29:00.003+08:00

Hi, everyone. First of all, I would like to thank you all for stopping by. This is the first time for me to have my own blog. Actually, I have created this blog a few days ago. It's just that I can't think of a topic to share with you all. Haha. Nvm, I hope that I'm able to help those who visit my blog to kill some time. Once again, thanks for stopping by.

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