Random Pictures

Some pictures taken using my W595 while waiting:

辛德瑞拉

My favourite song from Penny.

甲你攬牢牢

Nice hokkien song.

SD OO Raiser

Some pictures of OO Raiser taken using my W595.

OO Gundam

O Raiser

Rear view of OO Raiser.


Side view


Front view

分生

New song from 張惠妹, 分生 in 阿密特 album. Somehow feel this song is so close to me, just like my other self.

一二三 一起转身

我们 不能再像从前一样
牵着手一起看星星
一起去游乐园
有时候我会想念

童话 不再是我们的世界
白马王子不会是我 美人鱼不是你
已经失去了永远

一二三 我们要一起转身
别再为了我们而流泪
擦干脸上的眼泪
别再想念 昨天的你和我

一二三 我们不要再难过
把今天的悲伤都忘掉
会有更好的明天
再次转身 还能做好朋友
还会是好朋友

你还在

簿子里的照片
盒子里的项链
是你来过的证明

杯子上的唇印
梳子上的长发
是你留下的痕迹

你已走很远
我还在原点
努力试着忘记你
可是你依然还在

你还在 你还在 一直都在
你的拥抱 你的微笑 从未离开

你还在 你还在 你一直都在
永远相信 你不曾离开

愛是唯一

Another nice song from Kris 沈建宏 duet with 許安安.

半成年告白

Nice song by Kris 沈建宏.

My Saturday

It's Saturday again. Wake up at 12 noon, having lunch, listening to songs, watching movie and taking a nap. These were what I have been doing in these 7.5 hours. Feel not happy over the things I have done until now. No satisfaction and sense of achievement. There should be some meaningful things that I want to do, but I don't know what is it. Afraid of getting old without doing anything.

Still In "Down" Period

Still haven't recover from "Down" period although it have been more than half a year. Have no idea when and how it get started. Having negative thoughts most of the time. Feeling lost. All the things that supposed to be done were not done. Can't get myself motivated to do anything. How long I have to be in this state? How am I able to get myself out of this? How come I feel no more fun in this world? Feel like there's nothing that can make me interested and excited anymore. There's nothing remain other than the empty shell of a shape of human, a breathing empty shell. Sometimes, I really afraid to wake up from sleep. When I'm awake, all those negative thoughts come haunting me again.

Going to have my final exam for this semester on 19th and 20th May. But I'm still wavering around. I have no idea about what I have done all these time. Supposedly, I should be studying by now. But somehow I'm here writing nonsenses in my blog, which I had neglected for a long period. Really hope somehow I'm able to get myself motivated to study.

Eternal Pose By Asia Engineer

This song is very meaningful. Attached below are the translation of the song.

9th Jan 2009

Finally, final exams are over for me. For some of the students, probably their last paper will be on 11th Jan. Somehow, this time I didn’t feel excited about the 3 weeks holiday. For the previous holidays, I would always imagine what to do during the holiday and feel excited about it before the holiday is around the corner. But I don’t feel that way this time. Probably this is because of all the unhappy stuffs happened on me and also the people around me.

One of the unhappy stuffs is related to E107B. All the housemates except Nath are going to move. I’m also the one of them. At first, I never thought of this to happen. One of the reasons is that the owner of the house is going to increase the rental from RM1500 to RM1800. The moment the housemates decided to move out, somehow I feel unhappy. I never thought that the moment we stay together will end so soon. Even though, we have been staying together for almost a year, I feel that we have just staying together for a couple of months. Today, I will be finishing up the packing all my stuff. The next time I come to E107B will be just taking all my stuff after my new accommodation is confirmed. Nath faced quite a serious problem. 7 of his future housemates pulled out from E107B at the last minute, the moment the agreement is almost to be signed.(Hope Nath will solve this problem ASAP.)

I have been wondering. All those unhappy stuffs, are they related to my problematic personality? I have caused the people around me to worry about me. Here, I would like to thank them for concerning about me and sorry for worrying about me. At the last, I was the one who make others worry. Will it be fine for me to stay with my new housemate? I’m just afraid I might bring more problems to them. Sad Christmas, sad Awal Murharram and sad New Year. Soon it will be Chinese New Year and my 22nd birthday, will it will be still a sad one? Hope all those unhappy stuffs will be gone in a short time.